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Lihatlah ke dalam cermin itu……….
…..dan koreksilah dirimu…..
akashah-hikari in yukata~ (^_^)
salam.
Alhamdulillah evrything went well…all praise to Him…
well,..for me the most intereting part bout exam is our study group-kvartira 68…(heh..’study’?..)kes3…neway for me it really did help…thanxx, housemates~
exam microbe—>sangat horror…dgn berekor2 microbe n virus yg perlu dihafal morphology, cultivation, biochem properties, epidemiology, pathogenesis, lab diagnosis, treatment, etc…..basically its all bout memorizing..penat dow..ditambah pula dgn lecturer yg agak kejam dan strict….
exam phylo—>i got ‘Positivism’…and ‘to confirm my knowledge on phylo’, the lecturer gave me additional question–idea of Revealation-message from God to man.
exam ruski—>pheww…jez my tough luck…
yayy!!exam da abes….lalala~ (^_^)
(penulis tiada di dalam gambar..ngehehe~)
Ayat-ayat cinta…..the best novel i’ve ever read after a long time…..sgt2 best…so sape2 yg suke melepakkan fikiran dgn membaca novel, anda disyorkan membaca novel nih..hehe..mula2 baca tu cam curious jugakla ayat2 cinta tu refer kat ape….huhu~..then….—>baca sendiri,xmau bagitau! =p
Yang pasti,…al-Quran—>koleksi ayat2 cinta teragung dari si Dia….bagi mereka yg manghayati dgn sebenar2 penghayatan….
"Thaaha. Kami tidak menurunkan al-Quran ini kepadamu agar kamu jadi susah. Tapi sebagai tadzkirah bg orang yg takut kepada Allah." (Thaha: 1-3)
"Maka nikmat Tuhan kamu yg manakah yg kamu dustakan? Mereka bertelekan pd bantal yg hijau dan permaidani yg indah. Maka nikmat Tuhan kamu yg manakah yg kamu dustakan. Maha Agung nama Tuhanmu Yang Mempunyai Kebesaran dan Kurnia." (ar-Rahman: 75-78)
Habiburrahman El Shirazy memaparkan cerita cinta yg indah sekali….cinta sesama manusia, cinta sesama saudara seiman, cinta lelaki-perempuan, and the most prominent-cinta pd Pencipta…cinta yg dibina atas dasar cinta kpd Pencipta sentiasa kukuh walau sebesar-besar bencana menimpa….sedangkan cinta terburu-buru pada manusia akn merosakkan jiwa….
"Ya Allah, kekalkan cinta kami di dunia dan di akhirat. Ya Allah, masukkan kami ke dalam syurga FirdausMu agar kami dapat terus bercinta selama-lamanya…"
Sweet kan? huhu….moga suatu hari nanti…aku juga mampu menjadi bidadari……dengan gayaku tersendiri…ameen… \(^o^)/
(seyes,..pas baca buku nih hati meronta2 nk gi egypt..dataran para nabi….insyaAllah,…akan diusahakan…hehehe~) (^_~)
wasalam~
-gamba hiasan- =p
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Tapi tidak begitu setiakawan…
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Tapi janji kurang engkau tunaikan…
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Tapi kasih sayang engkau cuaikan…
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Tapi tetamu engkau abaikan…
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Tapi anak isteri engkau lupakan…
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Tapi ilmu berjuang engkau tinggalkan…
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Tapi kekasaran dan kekerasan engkau amalkan…
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Tapi pandanganmu tidak engkau diselaraskan…
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Tapi rasa berTuhan engkau abaikan…
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Tapi iman dan taqwa engkau lupakan…
Nor………..
Bila kau letih dan hilang semangat,
ALLAH tahu betapa kau telah mencuba sedaya upaya.
Bila tangismu berpanjangan dan hatimu kedukaan,
ALLAH telah mengira titisan air matamu.
Bila kau terasa ketinggalan dan masa meninggalkanmu,
ALLAH setia di sisimu.
Bila kau telah mencuba segalanya tapi tak tahu tujuan,
ALLAH ada jalan penyelesaiannya.
Bila tak ada yang bererti buatmu, keliru dan kecewa,
ALLAH adalah jawapannya…….
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tabahlah hati……
Salaam.
This morning i jez had my bioethic class wif Mdm.Tatiana Ivanovna…this is the 3rd class. In the first two class we discussed bout doctors–why u chose dis profession, wut quality shud doc have, etc…and honestly i made me realize that i’m not determined enough to say my reason of becoming a doc. "people trust docs.people look up to docs.people take seriously evry single lil words dat come from a doc.that’s y i wanna be a doc.i wanna make this my method of dakwah." huhu…wished i could say that firmly….. dunno why…guess i’m still not a doc at heart…nor a da’ie at heart…iskkkk
(ko nih nor..bilelaaa nk maju..)
"Docs shud be kind-hearted, helpful, empathy, sympathy, compassionate, optimistic, 
confident. Normal people usually deal with normal people but docs deal with not-so-healthy people n their family. People dat have n need hopes. People dat have expectation dat they expect doc tu be the asbab to fulfill it accordingly. So, even a lil words from doc, the one they put their trust on, will bring about a great turning point to them. Docs cure sometimes, relief often, comfort always. Plg penting do it lillahitaala. Medic can be a medium utk sebarkan syiar tau. Prove dat we muslim also can succeed in this field. Lgpun nnt xkan kat hospital nk biar non-muslim je.Nnt sape nk bg hope n amalan2 yg islamic kt patient. Let be a doc at heart…it’s better move slow than standing still..Just find your way…."
p/s:to my sahabat naim, thanx coz u lifted up my spirit. (^_^)
back to bioethicss..this morning we discussed about "LIFE AS A VALUE"…and as usual at the end of the session we were asked bout our opinion…may it originally frm us or from our religous point of view… at the beginning of the class, i pointed out dat in islam, there 2 parts of life–life on earth and life hereafter…and the life on earth is the preparatory period for the next life..then Mdm.Tatiana asked "if dat so, then the value of life on earth is reduced rite?"
"Yes.we believe dat the next world is our final destination.it is our highest aim to succeed there.we were born in this world to serve God, do good things and leave bad things.and finally on the day of judgement, every single thing we did in this world will be evaluated.those with good result will end in heaven.and those who fail will go to hell."
"But it doesnt mean life on earth is meaningless. We are strongly encouraged to work hard in our life. But again, life is nothing but a preparatory period. That’s wut special bout Islam. It’s owaz in the middle of two extremes."
then, the next question, "then wut do you think about immortality?"
"we believe dat our body is not immortal.but our soul indeed is immortal.the soul will go to the next world and pay for evrything he did in life. And the next world itself is immortal. That’s y i said–the value of the next life is higher."
And one of our classmates(a buddhist) talk bout buddhism. She says dat they believe in reincarnation. Our lecturer said, "Then, does each life connected to each other?" she said that there is no connection between the previous life to the next because during the interval between the 2 lives, they’ll have to drink a soup. This soup will make them forget everything in the prevous life.
Then my fren Gmex asked the girl, "may i know,..if there’s no connection between each lives, then wut is the purpose of living?wut is the purpose of ur existence?"
then she answered dat each lives is ‘actually connected’. The result of previous life will be the cause for the next life. Means, if u r a good human in this life, then u might be a human in the next life. And if u r bad in this life, then u might be turned to pig or dog in the next life. Pretty interesting..but imagining dat i’m turning to a pig..whoaa..thank God i’m a muslim!
Then the lecturer jez laughed n asked, "then wut is the value of life if u bcome a pig???"
And she said,.."Jez be the pig and let yourself be eaten by people."….isk3…ngeri3….
hmm…teringat plak dlm Islam,..manusia adalah makhluk Allah yg plg tinggi tarafnya. Makhluk yg diciptakn utk mjadi khalifah di muka bumi. Dan Khalifah tdk akan sekali2 bertukar manjadi binatang. Once a human, u r owaz a human. Yang membezakan taraf antara manusia itu hanyalah takwanya.Alhamdulillah,..syukur aku dberikan penghormatan utk mjadi manusia..huhu~
And then we were asked bout death. Is it a value? Is it dreadful and why? And now each religion shud give their opinion bout the issues.
A christian answered dat they value life. And he said dat "we were told that when our life ends, we’ll go to good place.But i dunno where the good place is." hmm..
Then Mdm.Tatiana, also a christian, said that they also believe in heaven n hell. And they were told to remember death, but it’s not necessary to be afraid of dying. And I like the quote, "Memento Mori"–which means: owaz remember death.
Then, my turn, "Death is inevitable. We believe that whether death is horrible or not, it depends on the individual himself. Whether he died in honour, or in humiliation, it all depends on wut he had done in his life. Anyhow, we were taught to fear death. We Muslims dont believe in reincarnation. We believe that the next world is our last destination, where we’ll be judged. And Death is the entrance gate to the next world. So by fearing death, it make us to be prepared for the worst and it’ll stimulate us to increase our good deeds n avoid doing sins. All this things, Heaven n Hell, Life n Death, and all other things we’ve discussed have been written clearly in the Al-Quran, the last testiment. If we follow all the guidance from Allah that was given through Al-Quran, we’ll succeed in this world and hereafter. And that is the highest value of life–when we fulfill the purpose of our existence."
My otha fren Mawaddah also added, "You see, when we talk about scientific and religious point of view bout life, actually Islam is on the same line with scientific theory. I’ll give you the simplest example. Jez now at the beginning of the class, sumbody define LIFE scientifically by saying dat life is produced when ovum is fertilized by sperm. This thing,..from the fertilization stage, embryogenesis, etc..it all has been written down in Al-Quran." Hu~…Subhanallah…
I respect evry religion. I didnt mean to offense anyone, but at the end of the class, i cant help myself from thinking HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO BE A MUSLIM…… (^_^)v ^hikari^
Assalamualaikum…
dobrei noch (heh..dah lama x speaking russian nih..)
ari ni dah 1sept 2006…that means dah 5 ari aku tersadai kt Russia nih..rasa cam mimpi je blk msia..skejap sgt rasanya..hu..mula2 sampai airport demodedovo, aku rasa pelik,..pesal org pandang aku semacam???tengok2, gelak2..tengok lagi, gelak lagi…iskk, irritating toll..Owh,..br baru teringat…aku kt russia,..no longer kt msia yg orgnya open minded..well,i’m wearing hijab~which made them look at me as if i’m some green alien from outerspace…hu..lalu hatiku yg kecil berkata, "AAARGGGHH!!!nak balekk besuut!!"..heheh..sabar2 nor..rantaumu mencari ilmu….menuntut ilmu adalah ibadah, mengajar kpd org yg x tahu adalah sedekah, mengulang-ulangi ilmu adalah zikir, mencari ilmu adalah jihad…go2 Nor!!aja2 fighting!!heheh… #(^o^)/
hu…Volgograd~..still the same as before…but i did notice dat the people are less frenly…sister Salmah (a russian who reverted to Islam a few months ago) said that maybe its due to recent conflict between lebanon & israel..russian media claimed that israel is peace lover and it’s the muslims that keep terrorizing…(you see, there are many jews in russia…there are even those who claimed they are christian behind the fact they are jews…Salmah told me that the previous president was jewish even he said he’s christian….and ingat lagi yahudi yg dijemput beramai2 ke palestin tu?..most of them came from russia.)..so i guess dats why they being so less frenly…(atau adakah ini prejudisku semata2??..hu..cant hide the fact dat i dislike arrogant russian people…)..
hm..Salmah is staying wif us these few days while looking for new apartment,..so a lots i can learn from her..especially russian views bout muslims, particularly Malaysian…most of them who only knew muslim through the media will similarize muslims wif terrorist..like muslim=terrorists…terrorists=muslim…but some of them mmg dah sejak azali benci foreigners….and ade jugak yg benci foreigners, tp suka bdk2 malaysia….
from her stories, i pity her…she seems to be ‘terbuang di negeri sendiri’ jez because she’s a muslim..owing to her pure russian face, (yelah..dia kan org rusia,..)..bg msykat kat sini, adalah satu perkara yg amat pelik serta luar biasa malah aneh sekali sekiranya Salmah dilihat memakai tudung…(skang kan panas, typical russian besenye kluar pakai short, tube, singlet je…)..Salmah cite even pegi market pon penah kena sekat ngn security sbb suspect dia terrorist..ada juga russian yg approach dia n tanya dia mcm2 soklan yg annoying…n byk lagi laa cte2 from Salmah selama 2 bln kami bercuti di Msia….when i told her dat not all muslim women wear hijab in Msia, she was surprised,"what?why?i thought msia is a muslim country..we look up to msia…there are so many russian muslims dat WANT to practice Islam, wearing hijab on the streets without hesitation, praying without fear,..but we CANT…" i remained speechless for a second.."not all muslims see Islam as you do..compared to them, you are lucky,..bcoz you accept Islam as the result of your awareness bout the truth of our existence, not bcoz u were born in muslims’ family…in that way,..eventhough the path is harder for you but you will appreciate Islam more…."
deep inside me…i am impressed with her..the way she sticks to her beliefs, her desire to know more bout Islam and her efforts to practice Islam in her daily life eventhough evrything is still new to her,…even she is isolated from her own family and kin….she chose Islam even when she knows her life wont be the same again…she chose Islam even the path is harder than she could ever imagined…and she becomes a muslimah not only by title or by name, but she applies it to her whole lifestyle-her thinking, her behaviour,her appearance, etc..sedangkan kita yg lahir sedia ada dalam Islam, sewenang-wenangnya memperlekehkan hukum-hakam halal dan haram, malah kdg kala Islam itu sendiri dengan mngambil budaya barat sbg pakaian kita.Melayu dan Islam sudah tdk sinonim lg…kdg2 blk msia…rasa kompius; aku ni kt msia ke kt overseas?..sbb cara pakaian pon dah lebey kuang sama je…
kita nih manusia, an nas a.k.a bapak pelupa (bak kata deney)..justeru we owaz take things for granted…bila dah xde, baru sedar nilainya…bak kata org jiwang2,bila dah ilang dr pandangan, baru rindu-rinduan….huhu..sesal dahulu pendapatan sahabat2ku….
Dalam meniti arus kehidupan, kita sering lupa tujuan utama kita diciptakan….we forgot the sole purpose of our existence..yakni mencari redha Allah s.w.t…as a fren said "we are khalifa- khalifa means to be better person, to make others better, and to make this world a better place."..insyaAllah
justeru itu sahabat2ku…jadikanlah proses hidup ini suatu ibadah…tak lama pon dok kat dunia nih…jgn sia2kan masa yg dipinjamkan…udah2 ler tu dok tgk cite2 x berfaedah, baca manga(nih teguran utk diri sdiri..isk3), gayut2 kat tpon, msg2 dgn jejaka idaman hati, kluar date, shoping moping,bergossip-gossipan..etc….sesungguhnya tanggungjawab yg kita lebih byk dari masa yg ada….aja2 fighting!!(eyh?..tetibe jek) (^o^)v hoho~
hmm…esok dah stat kelas..ehh,, bukan esok, ari nila..(skang dah kol 2.30am)..hehe…and my horror life as a 3rd year medical student begin..jeng3…bak kata Pok Nik kat rebutia summercamp, "PROGRAM KITA BARU BERMULA…"yeyeahh!!aja2 fighting!! #(^o^)/ …hu…gerun je tgk buku pharmaco~…xleyyy teball lagii kaa???..huhu..xpe2…apapun akn kuharungi demi amanah ini…amanah ibu bapa, JPA, dan pembayar2 cukai sekalian..insyaAllah!! ^(^_^)^…lillahitaala…FIGHTINGGGG!!!
hehe..sekian saje bebelanku buat kali ini..hu..ntah pape x ikut susunan langsung…berterabur sesuka ati aku je nk tulis ape (suke ati akula, blog aku..hoho~)
later…salamz~
hehe..this is my latest fav song..huhu..bes gile..menusuk ke dalam hati dowh..isk3….
~~ya Allah…hanya Engkau yg mengetahui…yg terang mahupun yg tersembunyi…pimpinlah aku di jalan yg Kau redhai…..Amiin…
Mencari Cinta
Bertemu cinta teragung
Di dalam sujudku asyik menyanjung
Umpama pengembara di malam gelita
Kandil cintaNya menerangi jiwa
Sekian lama terbiar
Dalam belantara hidup nan liar
Di bukit ku tersepit di lembah terhina
Hidup yang perit mengajarku mencari cinta
Kusangka teguh
Kiranya masih rapuh
Kusangka mudah namun amat payah
Kusedar semua pasti ada akhirnya
Moga akhirku diselimut cinta
Cinta agung-Nya
Sekian lama diri terbiar kehidupan terabai
Akhirnya aku temui kedamaian abadi
….Cinta agung-Nya…
"jangan buang masa……."
dat words…it left sumthin in my heart…
it wasnt d 1st time i heard it though….
demo…wakaranai….
yet…this time it’s different….
it makes me feel different…….
sabishikute…kanashikute…
atashine…warui hito desuka?..
taihen ne kimochi wa…….
nor……………………………..
"jangan buang masa……"
"Praise be to Allah (God), the Teacher, the Unique, Majesty of the heavens, the Exalted, the Glorious, Glory be to Him, the Eternal Being Who created the Universe and all the creatures within, and the only Being Who contained the infinity and the eternity. We serve no other god besides Thee and regard idolatry as an abominable injustice.
Give us the strength to be truthful, honest, modest, merciful and objective.
Give us the fortitude to admit our mistakes, to amend our ways and to forgive the wrongs of others.
Give us the wisdom to comfort and counsel all towards peace and harmony.
Give us the understanding that ours is a profession sacred that deals with your most precious gifts of life and intellect.
Therefore, make us worthy of this favoured station with honor, dignity and piety so that we may devote our lives in serving mankind, poor or rich, literate or illiterate, Muslim or non-Muslim, black or white with patience and tolerance with virtue and reverence, with knowledge and vigilance, with Thy love in our hearts and compassion for Thy servants, Thy most precious creation.
Hereby we take this oath in Thy name, the Creator of all the Heavens and the earth and follow Thy counsel as Thou has revealed to Prophet Mohammad (pbuh)."
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"Whoever kills a human being, not in liew of another human being nor because of mischief on earth, it is as if he has killed all mankind. And if he saves a human life, he has saved the life of all mankind." (Qur’an V/35)
